Intuition

It’s April 10th, 2021. The world is starting to come alive again since it is now spring. Easter has passed and we are seeing he new life of spring.

Tuesday, April 8th, was a tough day for me. I was extremely depressed and could not figure out why. My gut told me something was off. Then the reason comes to light April 9th. My soninlaw passed due to complications from heart surgery. I had no idea he was in the hospital. My kids and I were estranged at the time. My granddaughter called to let me know. I spoke with my daughter and she advised me of her loss.

God had laid this on my heart and in my mind. I do believe that God works in mysterious ways.

Through this depression, God prepared me for what was to come. It empowered me to be ready to help my family and deal with our loss. We were able to share our love memories. We are able to become whole once again, but with a piece missing in person, but there in spirit.

Right now we are going through the motions. Due to covid, there will not be a formal funeral. In a few weeks, we will gather together in an intimate family time. We won’t be dressed in dark hues of mourning. Instead, we will be decked out in our Kansas City Chiefs attire. We will celebrate his life and the memories he left. I am thankful for God giving me the gift of intuition.

RIP Garfield